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[kansaiphones]

I fucking HATE this. The pressure on deciding on what college to go and things like that. And with the new tensions between me, my mom and grandma, I'll be glad to get off this rock.

I really want to go to Pacific University in Oregon. I don't want to go to UH unless money is a strong setback. And that's the problem. I HATE doing the scholarship applications. They always ask about leadership skills and crap. Newsflash: I hate being the leader. I don't mind doing tougher jobs. I just want to see the job finished. And I don't want to do any new essays. Just how do they expect us to do scholarship crap along with schoolwork.

Schoolwork is killing me. Right now, I don't care if I can get the credits if I pass the big AP exams. So long as I pass the classes and get a good GPA at the end of this quarter, I'll be fine.

This year's prom, I'm going solo. But I hate the whole planning for hair and makeup. >__<

On the topic of religion, for sometime I've been losing my faith in Buddhism. I mostly come here to support the temple without any religious intent. I don't think I'll convert to anything though.

*sighs* I hate this.